Posted by: psychedchick | March 5, 2010

oh so random

I have been thinking who do i crib to about the really bad days i have been having. Somehow telling friends yr sob story every single day seems weird. And then voila i remembered I've a blog. Which is my space and i can do whatever. I need not apologise for what i write here and more so, if my friends want to know they can log on. So this marks the beginning of my ranting days.

I had this teacher in college. Psychology professor, we all were pretty scared of. She, while on the topic of stress, said that each aspect of our life that we deem important is a pillar that holds us high. When something is wrong with 1 pillar there are still other things to hold you up. Like you are having bad days at work but your family is supportive, they act as a buffer and work doesn't affect you that much and somehow you find strength to deal with it.
Lately, however, i feel like everything is crashing down. Like I was told i was making an issue of small things. But then maybe the person is right. I've to give this a serious thought but moment i think of it, i feel like my head will explode.

A friend of mine, once called me 'a reservoir' which is content independent and hasn't shown that it has reached maximum capacity. In a long blown way, what he meant to say was that I tend to listen to a lot of people and their problems. But the weird part is turning to
some1 when I need help. I tend to think they wont understand. And very frankly, very few of them do.

I think I'm going to make a list of things that i want to change, big and small. And then find effective ways to tackle it. That would be the sensible thing to do. Wish me, luck.

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Responses

  1. Awww you know u have me forever right?

  2. You know u can find me around forever? dont u ?
    good to rant once a while 🙂

    • Yes yes. But sometimes that lost feeling just creeps up na?

  3. all the best darling….n we dont understand u?????????? gud gud…

    neverthless i hope u make d changes atleast fr ur own sake…n like nabs said…its gud to rant once in a while 😀 😉

    • I know i know you guys are always there. Trust me I know!

  4. The idea of making a list of things to change, if implemented, shall be a good one.
    Will help you organize and simplify your life a bit.

    • I hope I get to do it. I keep postponing it!

  5. OMG I am exactly in the same state of mind right now. I had felt that once I am all grown-up and mature I will be able to sort my problems out but it does not seem to be so…

    Most friends will not understand what I am going through….it seems I am lost, alone and confused.

    • I am with you on it. I have no idea where I am going or what I am doing. I know I aint old or anything but I thought things would be different. But as I have heard, maybe I should change my definition of perfect. 🙂 If you need to talk or something, please be free to ping me. I am going through the EXACT same thing 🙂 I understand!


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